Témoignage: perte d’un bébé: « Desert Song » (Jill McCloghry-Hillsong)

Témoignage: Jill McCloghry: « Desert Song ».

“About a week and a half before the recording, I went into labor… I was about six months pregnant with our first little boy, Max… had him at the hospital and he was only 23 plus five, which is 23 weeks and five days old. So he was really little. But we had him and he was alive, and um, he was in the neonatal ICU, you know, where they were kind of taking care of him. And we basically spent a full day with him and we believed and we prayed that he would be okay, but we trusted that God was in control. And that night he, um, he died of, you know, just being too little basically. I was going to sing an album before… before any of this happened. I didn’t even think about the album until, you know, three or four days afterwards. But, um, I just remember thinking when my name was on the, you know, roster saying he was doing well, just thinking… feeling like I have to do it. And I actually remember sitting in a hospital right after everything happened and knowing that I needed to sing, that I needed to still do what I know I’m supposed to be doing and that I felt like that was just a victory for us. Right now, anyways, it’s just choosing to worship all the time; that’s what it is for me cause I don’t…I don’t always feel like it and I don’t feel like…. Sometimes I don’t feel like singing to God, but [sigh] I know that my circumstance in the season doesn’t change and that God is still God. It doesn’t change what God’s called me to be or what He’s called me to do. He’s still on the throne in heaven, you know, and He still rules, and He still bigger than everything that I’m facing. »

I was, I was singing, and I believed everything I was singing. And I still don’t know why but part of me just was still so like, broken that I didn’t…. It wasn’t like this huge rush of, you know, how it always felt when I worshiped, like the presence of God just, you know, just flattened me. It wasn’t like that. And I remember singing and not feeling that, like how it always felt before… and just going “I know that you’re here, God” but I just… maybe it’s because my brokenness right now. The cut was so deep and it was so fresh that I didn’t feel like I felt it before but I knew I just need to keep singing and that it was going to be okay. And I just kept singing and then when we got to album night, it was the first night that I think I felt the presence of God like… like I knew him, like I’d known him before.

“Even when you say things that you know are true, but you might not necessarily fully understand it, I think that just being able to look at God and say things that are true of Him, and like declare the word of God, and declare the promises of God which is that, you know, “when in the fire, and when I’m being refined, and when I’m in battle, and when the triumph isn’t here yet but it’s coming…” I think that you look at God and say, “I know this is who You are…” and He does get, He does get bigger in your life. It takes over the things in you that feel so, you know, shattered. And it makes Him the focus, and it begins to put those things back together.”

Desert Song Story:

« Desert song » avec sous titres (dvd This is our god):

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The Desert Song Lyrics

Verse 1:
This is my prayer in the desert
And all that’s within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides

Verse 2:
And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain

I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

Verse 3:
And this is my prayer in the battle
And triumph is still on it’s way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I’ll stand

All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

Verse 4:
This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I’m filled to be empited again
The seed I’ve recieved I will sow

Catégories : Hillsong / Hillsong United, louanges avec sous-titres, Témoignages/enseignements vidéos:, Titres (Singles) | Poster un commentaire

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